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Friday, November 16, 2007

Currently doing a project on stress. Nice topic for me. I am stress now!! Will I be able to do it easily then? I dough so, this topic is so big and wide and how am I going to start? I msged my that group leader and never reply me. Today's the deadluine I got to hand my parts to her but now, I haven't even start. I guess everyone i worrying about the clinical lab test in less than 2 weeks time, also the theory test on next wednesday. Yup, theory test next week -.-
Honestly, I yet started studying up. Who can be my god to bless me?

The job I am looking for isn't replying me and I ad waited for like 3 weeks. I skipped my weekends for just that job. I am afraid that they will suddenly call me up and ask me to work or something? Hence my Home-Fix I am like working 2 days a week? How am I going to survive the following month? Its reaching the end of the year and I bt that got to spend money again. Also got to prepare a sum of money to survive through my attachments period. This is how is goes; I am having attachments for 3 weeks, followed by my semestral exams, then 3 more weeks of attachments. Total them up , I will be like 2 months no work?? Imangine the no-income days for a mth or so. Look at the amount they are paying for attachments? $10/DAY.
When the money will be deposit to my bank also not sure. Its like, how my finance going to plan for that period of time?!

Anyway, these few weeks had been wondering and something in mind telling me to quit. I just can't simplily quit. I need to carry on. I will try.

Sometimes I heard something that irritates my ear. Someone saying ' sian, pay school fees then no money liao.' This sentence do make sense, but for that particular person, who went shopping every week, carrying all those branded stuffs, and got don't know how much a month WITHOUT working, and can take cab like free flow, after paying the school fees cried that got no money.

Anyway, I am doing my best to spend as little as I can, and saving up every month. Hopefully everything will go smoothly.

Posted by DingShanBen at 12:56 PM