To Move To Decide,is all our choice

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Damn today was late again for NE lesson. reached school like 1220? and went to the room there is no one there. I went round the school and look for the class and couldn't find them. In the end decided to call them lo. First I msg wanling, but she didn't reply so I called her but she didn't pick up the phone. Next I call up horyann she never pick up too. Then I call yushan, phew she picked it up! Today's NE lesson is watch a movie 'Outbreak' not bad (:

After that went over to work. No work no money. No money next month cannot pay bill. Then eating grass. At work I think something's bording me and I couldn't concentrate, barely couldn't clam myself down at times. but after awhile everything's fine bah. Today quite sway la. I wanted to buy my coffee, went over to cold storage but sold out?!??! How to survive like that? never mind, no choice either, so decided to buy my sweet! clorets but again sold out!!! What's going on...

During my way to school today, I tell myself. I am not going to be late again! trying to change.

Posted by DingShanBen at 11:48 PM

Monday, May 28, 2007

nice?

xD

cool!


Firstly, first thing of the day, I want to wish those taking O's chinese good luck (x

Guess what? yesterday mahjong till like almost 6am! Also did some patching and updated about mahjong. There are still lots for me to learn though I had been with mahjong for like 19 years? yes, 19 damn long years which means when I was born to this world I lived with mahjong and the noise. My mom used to play lots mahjong almost everyday and I got to learn while watching. Most of what I know, is what I watched from them. Yesterday the legs were, Jason, Roy, Garrick and Chalin. And also me la xD

After the mahjonging, walk to garrick's house to get his car then we travel to Geylang for Tao Hua at around 0630. I think its the first time I sit in a car on a highway when the sun is rising, dawn. Had tao hua, carrot cake and the 'yummies' lo mai kai. What the hell is that called lo mai kai? puke! Supposed to have Tim sum just oppsite the tao hua stall but its already closed.too bad but gonna try it next time(: then went home to sleep and its 8 in the morning! what are you doing at that time eh?

I was too too too too too lazy to wake up today! I am working today! I pushed I pulled I forced myself to get out of the bed but its 2pm already. I am working at 2pm. I walked pass steph's house and saw her, I guess we haven been talking for long time already right?

Anyway, I reached home-fix at 1445? cause of our 962 bus! I think the uncle drove to malaysia then come back. 2 buses came together lo. ^&$%^#&%#^

Then ended work and we stayed in the store for awhile for a drink. They somehow got a bottle of Martini =.= I was stimulated by it and feel like vommiting. argh. But I still drank some la=x
Then I manager bit high and took out the left over 4 cans of Asahi. I had can. Guess I have phobia towards liqour :( Aiya don't care, I will overcome all these!

Met BeeKhim and ZhenQing with their CO ppl on the way to civic mac to meet Jason Roy YuJun Jeremy and Rehan. YuJun and Rehan taking bus and the left, then jason roy jeremy and me went to 515 to eat. I think the aunty serving the drinking scare of us?:x I don't know why also la.haha. On the way home, talk with jeremy about mahjong.

Anyone saw the M1 new ads? got the prata in India that one. I find it so damn funny!hahaha.

To roy : Dont worry bah, you will find your the 'one' (: your bro here leh.

To jason : Cheers man! butpls dont do anything silly k? (: your bro also here lo.

To steph : Don't worry! mahojong I wouldn't forget about you (: all best to your paper tomorrow.

Oh ya! I had my very first boxing gloves already! posted above (:

Okay! sleeping time!

Posted by DingShanBen at 1:50 AM

Saturday, May 26, 2007

the whole day feeling so sleepy.What's happening to me?! Woke up at 2pm?But still feeling tired.Junhong you can go die already... I was in bed, wondering if I should go fro training anot cause its like late already.Out of sudden of nowhere, something tells me I should go for training today.So I quickly change and ruch to training, reaching there at around 3?But in the end didn't get to traing much.

After awhile, LiJun(LC) came.She is even later than me!lol.Anyway, training somehow ended at almost 4?not even reach 4 la. I think coach Jason had something elses to continue for training. But all ended after he started asking about when we wanted for the hiking at Bukit Timah. Yes! We are going to BTH fro hiking. Coach Jason tok out a map, which Portia gave him.its the hill's mapping. I think we are going for long climb there bah. Already planned to go there 4 weeks later, which is 23rd June. Coach says we need to have some traiing to prepare for it, like climbing stairs ( eg. 20 story high building, u down 20 times) ,some light running (:

Then somehow the topic drag to water, our drinks then to the environment, then started to talk about food.lol. Know what kind of food we taling about? Maggots, cocroaches, spiders, bats. Coach ate those before and they taste not bad. Wanna try those too! Then somehow, shark fins came in and monkey.haha! Coach told us how monkey brains were eaten=x And alot alot of other things we talked about and most of them were funny. Laugh till pang man (:

After those gorgee squshy thingy, finally someone ask for dinner! lijun and peiluan were talking about 波罗包. saliver flooding. So lijun suggested to go 唐水 (Tong Shui café) its nice place with nice food along Thomson Road. Whose interested I can bring you over (:

Mahjong coming soon!! opps =x waiting them to come. Always late.

Posted by DingShanBen at 9:50 PM
My mind is so empty now that I didn't know what I wanted to say. All these days after secondary school life, it's getting more and more bored and I don't even dare to think about the future of me and life.How bad will I go. Maybe I should learn how to enjoy life?

Sometimes being helpful turn out in return of bads. Worse part of all is given everything to help, end of the day no one appreciate or don't even know of don't even bother to find out why you did all those things for. But as long as they are happy, for me I am alright with anything (:

Always think of what I want to get for myself but up to now, all those things I praying for didn't come true. Disappointed in myself, my studies and what I have now.Trying to change, to achieve them hard. DingShanBen.

last night slet at around 0430 and this morning couldn't wake up for lecture.Supposed to meet jason for school, but the time I woke up is like 0900 already?So I decided to continue sleeping! until aound 1045, woke up to check on wha time is my elective today.stunned to know its at 11!! How am I suppose to rush to school within 15mins? called up YuShan and ask her where i she (cause she is also having the elective with me.This is a makeup one) She is somewhere around the island but not in school. Then we decided to tell Miss Joelle and ask if can change to other time slot.

Took 962 bus to mrt station but decided to take to sambawang casue I am bored. whe the bus came to the stop outseide Yishun Town Sec, whole bunch of students board. There was this group of kids, guess they are just sec 1 or 2, sittng behind me, consist of girls and boys, so noisy but still alright.After awhile, they were like throwing so much vulgarity out of their mouth though they ain't using it to scould anyone=.=

reached school saw wanling and horyann. wanling look at what I wore to school today and asked, "你穿这样去present?"
I wore shit with half length pants and slippers.lol. I brought my working stuffs to school too, long pants, the shirt and shoes.
They ask me to change better than wearing slippers cause they say Miss Joelle will deduct marks on that =x
then wanling said to horyann : "他不要还then我们就不跟他讲话" (in joking tone) I was like =.= haha.
Anyway, I went up still with that lok cok outfit to miss joelle.I ask her if like that can anot.She allowed!lol!

After the presentation, I felt so damn relife la.shiok!after that was elective, did thsoe stupid things in class lo.

Today at work had so much things to do.Packed and design the things, move and move.nevertheless serve the customers.luckily no troublesome and problematic customers approached me x)

After work, my manager, preska, told me something within our cwp branch.didnt know that there is such thing happening.sigh.

alright, that's all for today.tomorrow's training! (:

Posted by DingShanBen at 1:15 AM

Friday, May 25, 2007

now I am in school in the com lab and I am blogging! its quite boring leh. and he tag his screen to ours and he is using it. he wants to see what he is doing=.=
he actaully open up the chat room and everyone in the whole class saw what we chatted. laugh till pang.lol.

gonna back to listen be back later.

Posted by DingShanBen at 3:10 PM
Look at te time I posted! what time is it now?! I am supposed to target to sleep at 11pm. Still got back to the past sleeping so 'early'. Anyway, I felt tired fter 12mn nowadays.Its a good sign showing that I have to sleep earlier (:

I haven got into my sweety dreams at this time all because of my ICA tomorrow, an individual presentation. Ghosh! hope I don't mummble and talk nothing in the end.
I just finished my preentation stuffs and guess what I did for it? just 3 pieces of papers and som writting on it. This is how I am going to present tomorrow :x

Aiya don't car so much now already. Everything I should and I can put in, I have already put them in. Nothing can fill up the rest of the space anyway. goodluck to me.lol.

Jason still online too. He is doing his chip I think.Tough life on us huh?haha. faster finish your things and go sleep already.You still have night class tomorrow.

Today got Bio lab experiment and I was being priked 5 times on my finger =.=
Its the OGT thingy and have to test blood sugar level then drink 2 full cups of super dupe sweet glucose drink.wth. after that prikes and more prikes.And have to go to the toilet back and flow after every prikes to test urine for sugar x2=.=

sleep sleep sleep! Goodnights!

Posted by DingShanBen at 3:27 AM

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

我是北拳道

Somehow seems to be busy these few days, more and more things are begging on my shoulders but still I've got to go on and got to move on. Tiredness is all I can feel.

Just been assigned to do accounts for 北拳道, the treasurer. quite a stress post to be in but I will do my best in it (:
learnt in bio classes, stress will increase glucocorticoids, leads to increase blood sugar.Now what I have from school seems to be only glucocorticoids already (firstly due to stress, secondly, its like I only learnt this) I need to start on all my studies and revisions of last years, just in case I forgot them.

Today saw my classmates were studying hard for their clinical theory but I couldn't take that module yet cause of something la.It's all my fault anyway.I felt of bad about myself. Got to work even hard la!

2 more days to my individual ICA (replacement for my MC in hospi)presentationg, my worse part of all.damnit. hope I can do it smoothly.

Roy's sick.He suspect himself with URTI (upper respiratory tract infection). hope not la. Though having with sore throat,he bought 9 piece nuggets from mac today.what is he thinking huh?

Jason was ps-ed by Jeffrey today.No soccer for you today! went for hair cut right? hope tomorrow I wouldn't see as if it is not trimed and you say got.Went to cwp with him after school to walk then I came home alone. Bus to 768 is 913 not 912!!haha!

Feeling tired now.Going to sleep already (:

Posted by DingShanBen at 11:23 PM

Friday, May 18, 2007

Late for school today again cause overslept or I should say lazy to wake up =x
Anyway, I just wanted to had my attendence marked la...opps...
It's only an hour lecture, can't tp card, make to manual mark it, psyco lecture.
Went to school today also to do and hnd in the elearning. Idid it (:

After school is like 11+? not even 12 lo so decided to visit the poly clinic for follow-up.Guess what. I shoud be there after a month after m hopitalisation la and wasted time.wth.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROY!!! haha didn't wished you today. Don't sad la.
Purposely one.muahahaha. Anyway, wish you the best and find your girl and stop those nonsense la!!

He is one of my brother, my best friend, the AVA-cum-Roy.See how special he is to be the 'cum-Roy' (:

That's all for now, will be right back soon!!hope so...

Posted by DingShanBen at 3:45 PM

Thursday, May 17, 2007

Today I was almost late for lecture which I checked my attendence and this module is like 89%?(with my MCs) omg and is like week 5 only? How am I suppose to survive this semester? I hate breaks in school,mine is like 3-5 hours break? Its more like wsting time in school...

I seems to be lagging very behind from my classes. I will have to buckup alot alot alot already!
You know how depressing it is to see your adm. number not in the attachment list? No attachment this semester and this sux!This is a sign to show how lousy am I in school. WTH you doing junhong?

Went for training after my class and I did move! though not as much as last time. I felt the pain in my chest when I trying to breathe harder and faster.damn.
How I wish I can train in my usual way.Anyway, I 've already decided to start to re-build my staminae latest next week! I can't wait anymore, have to prepare for my grading(I hope I do have). Feeling disappointed to wear red belt whereas zhenwei ronald and jiayuan in blue.We were in the same batch.I missed my grading because that time I wasn't feeling well.argh!!!!!!!!!

Came home after that and I saw my internet and handphone bills which I haven complete paying them.Had been paying bits every month though.But nvm,I still ahve to continue to pay them. Then open up my cupboard, saw the ttsh bill slip.damn sian...
What am I going to do??

Hoping to find a job that has higher pay and still so flexible as Home-Fix. How hard it is to la.

I was feeling so bad, so down and didn't know what to do with my life.But I open up my e-mail and saw LiJun(LC) send that 2 mail.I should think again if I am that bad afterall... thanks! (=

Posted by DingShanBen at 11:49 PM
Hey people! long time nv update.is everyone here to view?
doesn't matter if there sn't anyone.
Anyway, had ben damn busy and alot things to settle(all are very troublesome kind)
I was hospitalised on the 8th.By right should be on the 7th to Emergency Department, to TTSH.
went in cause of chest pain. finally finding in the ward is that I was dignosied with mild pneumonia.Then discharged on the 10th.
I find that actually TTSH not that good bah comparing to SGH =x the details can't say muahahaa!!!

Went to watch spiderman today with Jason and Roy.
Don't know where the hell Roy get a pillow from, and he was hugging on it throughout the moive!! comfy eh? @%#%&$%@$^$@%
The movie was so-so only.

I am so wanting to get myself back to my training!!! argh!!
As long s I feel I can do it, I will get back to training =D
Damn tired now...
SLEEP!!

Love my friends so much!!

Posted by DingShanBen at 1:06 AM