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Thursday, October 25, 2007

25th Oct 2007 1245hr
Passing lonesome days. Its an hour of break after the 2hours lecture.
Sitting alone at nowhere in school, time clawing through and I don't know what to do and where to go.
There will be another 2hours of break later on,gosh! IIt's killing me.
This is a bad experience of joining another class, lost at nowhere place.

Why I fail my 1082? Seprating from my class made me doesn't belong to the school anymore.
Seeing them get going, developing and me joining a class of unknown people just can't get clip to them. How that class study gave me lots times of stress. Hopefully I can survive.

Posted by DingShanBen at 12:45 PM

Sunday, October 07, 2007

Last night's soccer game was planned quite smoothly, and almost everyone arriving but we still lack of something, very important, which is we need a soccer ball!! Reached there and there is no ball, how to play? lol. So Garrick drove only 3 of us (the rest didn't) for supper at Jalan Kayu. Unexpectedly, there were so many people at that time cause usually there isn't much.

Reached home, slept at around 3. This morning got to woke up at 7 for the TuiShou competition at Bishan CC at 0830. So tired and half-closed eyes hoping for a match which I never took part or play befrore. End up, I still couldn't get to play cause I became the odd one out -.-
So was there to watch and for the performance (:

At around 6+ in the evening, I smelled something weird, was like something burning and I thought some appliances burnt or something. I went closer to my CPU, hmmmm... no from there. Wanted to find out what was that then I realised got a huge smoke in the air just outside my block. It went thicker, then I heard stephanie's mum's voice saying the main bin caught fire!! A Rino arrived to put away the fire, so nothing serious.

Posted by DingShanBen at 8:13 PM

Thursday, October 04, 2007

I am getting tired.

Too many reponsibilities are loading on to my back, can I handle them all? Felt the pressures coming towards me, day by day, how I wish I can shake them off. Look at my family, is it getting better? My friends, left with half a year, they getting their diploma, how good isn't it?

The new school term is starting soon but I am still not receiving the new time-table. Whenever I look at my school, I felt that I can barely make it. oHope I can surf through these years smoothly.

I want to do my best in thsoe things I am handling now and I don't like to do things so shui bian. So most of them are just 'undone'. I would like to let go some but maybe beacuse of me, I couldn't bare to let go.

What I want to learn now, When its time to let go, just let go.
I want to learn about my where is my limit.

Posted by DingShanBen at 5:13 PM