To Move To Decide,is all our choice

Saturday, May 26, 2007

My mind is so empty now that I didn't know what I wanted to say. All these days after secondary school life, it's getting more and more bored and I don't even dare to think about the future of me and life.How bad will I go. Maybe I should learn how to enjoy life?

Sometimes being helpful turn out in return of bads. Worse part of all is given everything to help, end of the day no one appreciate or don't even know of don't even bother to find out why you did all those things for. But as long as they are happy, for me I am alright with anything (:

Always think of what I want to get for myself but up to now, all those things I praying for didn't come true. Disappointed in myself, my studies and what I have now.Trying to change, to achieve them hard. DingShanBen.

last night slet at around 0430 and this morning couldn't wake up for lecture.Supposed to meet jason for school, but the time I woke up is like 0900 already?So I decided to continue sleeping! until aound 1045, woke up to check on wha time is my elective today.stunned to know its at 11!! How am I suppose to rush to school within 15mins? called up YuShan and ask her where i she (cause she is also having the elective with me.This is a makeup one) She is somewhere around the island but not in school. Then we decided to tell Miss Joelle and ask if can change to other time slot.

Took 962 bus to mrt station but decided to take to sambawang casue I am bored. whe the bus came to the stop outseide Yishun Town Sec, whole bunch of students board. There was this group of kids, guess they are just sec 1 or 2, sittng behind me, consist of girls and boys, so noisy but still alright.After awhile, they were like throwing so much vulgarity out of their mouth though they ain't using it to scould anyone=.=

reached school saw wanling and horyann. wanling look at what I wore to school today and asked, "你穿这样去present?"
I wore shit with half length pants and slippers.lol. I brought my working stuffs to school too, long pants, the shirt and shoes.
They ask me to change better than wearing slippers cause they say Miss Joelle will deduct marks on that =x
then wanling said to horyann : "他不要还then我们就不跟他讲话" (in joking tone) I was like =.= haha.
Anyway, I went up still with that lok cok outfit to miss joelle.I ask her if like that can anot.She allowed!lol!

After the presentation, I felt so damn relife la.shiok!after that was elective, did thsoe stupid things in class lo.

Today at work had so much things to do.Packed and design the things, move and move.nevertheless serve the customers.luckily no troublesome and problematic customers approached me x)

After work, my manager, preska, told me something within our cwp branch.didnt know that there is such thing happening.sigh.

alright, that's all for today.tomorrow's training! (:

Posted by DingShanBen at 1:15 AM