To Move To Decide,is all our choice
Monday, September 05, 2005
hmmmm okie la its time to blog. the one month didnt blog. actually its like nothing to blog about cause every week is about the same. and no happening event lor. but exams coming and this friday is having physics paper then the other 3 on the following weeks.also having drawing test tomorrow then presentation on wednesday.
say the project ar wah i buy and do the whole prototype and let my other group people do the report.lucky i can finish it lor. finished it on two days sat did till 5am and i skipped my kickboxing.now cca is cancelled till 22nd meaning its 2 days before the grading wah lao very soon lor and no time to train.
~STRESS~
maybe should start training now then during the exam period.hmmm....
had my hair cut last sat, and its ................ its too short my sis cut it too short and tis the first time i have this lenght but nvm la some part is also my fault. i told her i wan short short but didnt tell her how short. also dye back black and feeling uneasy with it now but will take it slowly.lol
sometimes i was having thoughts, thinking of changing but i cant do it or should i try to go bad?haha by smoking but i couldnt do it. i just cant risk my life for myself i have to go for kb and ns so i didnt do it. and i wouldnt do. talk so much useless things.
but there are things i am afraid. afraid of some personal 'thing', afraid i will fail my papers, afraid i will repeat modules, afraid that i cant transfer to nursing and this is the most important and worrying thing. nothing is more important than this. i really feel that nyp is really useless lor. they dont really care about the students, their admin people at level two got problem one lor and some lecturers give instructions like nv give. ask him how and he give back ans base on what is in the question.dont ans better. different classes doing same project but given some different direction. can they go and die?
but now bo bian lor what can i do than continue like this? overall impression on nyp for me is lazy.
after exam i will be even more busy. points make me stay in nyp are the cca and the thing.
=)
Posted by DingShanBen at 10:41 PM
miss times admiring sunset